I have been back to class for three weeks and the kids have been busy between gaming on WOW and soccer and wrestling. We went from tons of free time to almost no free time. Very overwhelming. I am loving my two classes i am taking and so far am still maintaining my A.
Tori decided to slow down vaulting on horses. There were a couple of weeks where we just didnt really have the payment for the lesson and even though she could have still gone, she kinda lost interest because she would rather pay for other stuff. Like her really cool mandarin halloween costume. Kyle and Claire are back at my friend's house for a couple of hours a day for four days a week while I am on campus. They love it at her house. They are free to be themselves there. My sis is going to college too. She is taking one more class then me. Her kids have been with Tori and Kal for the past few weeks and it works so that they are all together taking care of each other and the dog is taken care of too (and she takes care of them and the house.) She (my sister) decided she is moving to Kansas City in December to be with her guy.
I dont like it here anymore. I want to sell the house and leave but I would like to finish with my AA first before we go. I know Charles wants to get out of here and go back to Seattle. I can tranfer to one of the Universities over there to continue towards my BS. Kalel still has a really hard time with me being gone for a couple of hours during the day even though Tori is with him. I dont really have anyone else who will be with him during the day so next quarter after my sis and her kids are gone, I am going to try to take classes when someone else is with him. I tried to explain to him that college means alot to me and I love going. He loves WOW and I would never ask him to give it up. So, I compared it to his love and he understands but he still isnt happy about it. He just dosent want me to be gone at anytime but when given the opportunity to come with me, he tells me no. I dont know. I can see his point but I also need something for myself. I am not happy when I am home all the time. I get depressed. I need something to have for me and I dont want to stop when I am doing so well and having fun. He dosent want to leave the house, he wants to play on the computer instead.
It will all work out somehow.
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